Updates..

Nowadays feeling not bad. =) Everything goes well for me. =)

My working slots for nxt week is:
Tues 1-8pm
Thurs 6-11pm
Fri 1-8pm
Sat 1-11pm

Haha. Working 4days a week! Going to be a tired day for mi. I'm working many days nt because i am short for $. But since i am working, shd work more days isit it? If 1week 1day is abit ... haha. My exam coming in two weeks time. Hope everything will turns out fine.=) I have been quite hardworking. Automatically do my projects without ppl having to push mi. haha. =)

Audition Results

I... failed my dance audition. When i heard dat, i nearly cried but i hold back my tears as i dun wanna let my frenz sees. After dance class, on my way home, i saw my yr1 teacher in sch. He asked how was i doin. i cant hold back my tears anymore and juz told him i failed and nid retake. He keep on comforting mi and offer to treat mi to a meal to brighten mi up. We spoke alot dat day. It realli helps. if he did not comfort mi dat day, i would haf been still broading over it when i reached home. But i was quite lightened up when i reached home. Thx alot teacher! =) He said, "Whatever happen is for good. And whatever happened will be good." Thx. I gt lots of encouragement from frenz too. Like val, weiting, emily, yanling, bla bla. thx!

Juz now, my fren called to chat chat abit. After what i heard, i felt abit down. But, i muz think positively. Coz when you like someone, it doesnt means dat dat person will like you too. So.. juz try be normal lo. But if onli dat guy will do the same thing to mi, i will feel happie too! hehe.

MUZ BE OPTIMISTIC!

hahaha. i am working tml. i muz say, working at haagen-daz brightens my day. =) let mi forget everything and my frenz der r nice people too! =)

Bored

In school now. So bored. My dance cca starts only at 3.30pm. and i class dismiss on 11am. lots of time to burn. and worst of all, no one is accompanying mi here. I'm alone.


Anyway felt left out in my group. Its quite normal though. Happens often. Cause i am quiet. But if i am talkative they will say i have changed. Confused by what they wan from mi. haha.

Later is sort of my dance test. Hope i can pass! If not i will need to relearn and pay $40. If dats the case than i would rather dun retake.

My eye hurts. Kept feeling to rubbed it nowadays. Why leh.

BORING & LONELY is a word to describe my feelings now.

anyway take care everyone! cya soon. lol.

yeah next wed goin out wif fuyyu so i wun feel bored in sch le! Whee! hehe. oh ytd went shopping wif wt. Bought a skirt. happie happie.

Wt, muz jiayou k? make more more frenz in der. u can do it de. Most importantly muz be optimistic okay?

Val, thx for ur encouragment in my dance and giving mi confidence! Realli appreciate it!

Smile & cheers! hehe. i'm crazy. lol. bb.

Finally!

Finalli i am here!

lol. was abit lazy to blog for the previous weeks. And its also due to my exam period last week. i have not work for a very longgg time... 3weeks i have stopped working. and dis week, i am onli working for 1day which is tml. lol.

today was abit upset. ytd one of my poly fren called my handphone. i din picked it up mainly coz i am using topup card and if i could, i would use home phone since i was at home. so after she missed call mi, i called her back within seconds using homephone. i asked her what she called mi for? she replied, 'why u din picked up the phone juz now? u din picked up den i go call others le lo. bye bye.' i was... so u called mi coz u r bored and wan to find someone to chat ? actualli i am ok wif it. but ur attitude seems abit.. like i called u back and u said u goin call another person and was abit rushing to get mi off the phone.. fine den.. after that she called mi twice. 1st i din picked up coz i was doin proj and i thought she called nt of urgent things. 2nd, i was in toilet, how am i suppose to return her calls? after that i sms her back. she din replied....

today met her at mrt. i saw her 1st so say hi! she was abit cold towards mi. but i thought mayb its cause she is tired. and during our lesson time, she seems angry and cold towards mi. normalli she's nt like dat. Her actions made mi feel upset as well. so we din realli talk. ltr suddenly she becomes happie again. i duno why. she talk to mi i was abit reluctant to reply her but i did.

basically, she pulled my mood down... i was abit angry with her for showing attitude towards mi during lab. but normalli when i am angry i wun tell e person coz dis would affect friendship. i will juz bear wif it and maybe kept quiet.

sometimes i still feel left out.. in a one big group.. like today.. but, in a big group there will be some who will feel left out cause you are more quiet. so muz jiayou jiayou! haha. but, its difficult leh. when i become more talkative, they will say, chan le chan le, you have changed. confused de leh. hehe.

dis wed met val for lunch. hehe. den we chat over lunch. she is quite an optimistic gerl. and likes art. haha. meeting her nxt wed too.

next wed will be my dance audition. omg. duno if i can pass. they say muz dance chreography + freestyle. freestyle is you dance ur own steps, teacher din teach leh. and i din practise much. all e best to mi!

shall end my blog here. Miss secondary sch frenz! Good luck everyone!